Begin Again

Hi  there guys! This will be my last post for this month and for this year so I better give my best shot on this. 

My 2016 had been a roller coaster ride.  I experienced downfalls and made comebacks. Although I did not expect that life would wanted me to see the dark side instead of the bright and glowing side of it. I did not realize that life would be rude & merciless sometimes. I didn't see that coming that life would would let me feel the sadness, agony & pain rather than enjoying the happiness, excitement, and joy. I tasted the bitterness of life even more instead of savoring the sweet side of it. But here is one thing I wanted you to know, the sweetness of life would not be as sweet without bitterness. 

Last 2 months, It seems like the negative sign of the mathematical equation of my life had overpowered my positive one. These past weeks, I experienced the most painful heartbreaking event of my life. So as a result,  I recently deleted that person in my life that made me feel such pain. A pain that made me heart shatter into pieces and no matter how hard you try to put it back in one piece you will always see the cracks. Cracks that represented the permanent scar of my soul which would take a long time to heal it completely. 

I still remember when I said in my first blog post that it does not matter how bad was your start, what matters is how well you will finish. But sometimes a saying will always remain as a saying which has a really low probability of making it happen in real life. My life this school year had been the opposite of what I was saying. My start was undeniably excellent and was constantly improving everyday but my ending was a horrible one. The once upon a time did not end with a happily ever after. Though I know that a happily ever after only happens in a fairy tale and our life is not a fairy tale so it does not apply on it. 

But as we look at the brighter side of this year, there are many unforgettable worth remembering things that happened. I gain a girl best friend recently. I became more loyal and caring friend to the people that matters to me. Maybe that is because I once felt the pain in losing someone that meant the world to me very much and I' ve learned a lesson not to repeat it because I can't stand the sadness reigning over myself destroying the happy side of me. 

Also , due to the pain I felt, it made me a better person. It made me a stronger and more careful individual. It made me realized that some people in in my life are just passing by to teach me life lessons and do not have really the intention of staying. 

By the way, thank you 2016 and you know who you are for helping me make a better version of myself than before. Thank you for me teaching the very expensive life lessons. Don't worry you know who you are I'm ready to let go of feelings. I'm ready to move on and ready to forget the painful memories we had together anytime soon to end my sufferring. This tragic ending of my year will bring me a brand new year to start over again. 

Welcome 2017. I'm looking forward in making best memories with you. 

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First Week Anniversary

This week was very remarkable for me for many great things happened.

We had a film showing last Thursday and it was fun. The movie was about the card game blackjack. It involves the probability of winning or losing the game. So in order to have a higher chance of winning, the movie used the method counting and signalling key words though it is illegal in a black jack game. It was a brilliant idea to come up with that way of using math as an advantage for winning.

Another amazing thing that happened this week was when we are asked to make a 1000 word essay about the probability of love and betrayal that will be passed on the next day. I was worried at first on what to put on that essay. After one hour of thinking, I finally came up with an idea. I decided to put there my once upon a time love story that did not end with a happily ever after which had just happened recently. I thank Mam Nicole for letting us do that essay because through that activity I was able to express my feelings and regrets for that person who made me feel special in the  beginning but left me alone in the end bleeding out in agony. I also added in my essay the story on how it all started and how it just ended in a blink of an eye. Thanks Mam. =)

By the way, I congratulate myself because I became a lot better and stronger in life since the last time that we spoke. I may have improved a little in my personality but at least now I'm not wasting my time and efforts to the people who are not worth of it.

Happy One week anniversary for me. I had finally forgetten you in my life but thanks anyways for making me stronger than before.Thanks for the memories even if they were not so great. Bye guys! See soon again.

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The Memory

Hello there guys!

This first week of December had been the most memorable week for me. Memorable in such a way that there are many terrible and silly things that just happened recently.

First of all. This week taught me unforgettable life lessons that made me realize that it is better to let go and forget the person who was your heaven but treated you like hell.  Even though it is sad that the person you had given your everything will just be memory. But I think that was she deserves. I found out that she was just never worth my time and efforts because in the end she left me hanging alone bleeding out in agony.

But as we look at the other side of coin, I can say that this week became memorable because our lesson was just easy and we had learned it by having fun playing cards.

Monday. Mam Nicole was not around so the practice teacher in math gave us a seatwork to answer. It was about solving problems using fundamental counting principle and evaluating expression containing factorial notation. It was very easy and I think the whole class finished it in 35 minutes.

Tuesday was an unexpected day.  None of us thought that Mam Nicole will teach us how to play cards and let us play by ourselves. That was just a very creative way of motivating us to understand our lesson probability.

First, we formed 4 groups of 8. Then, we got to play the unggoy-ungguyan card game. The last 2 losers will be eliminated and game repeats again until only 3 are left. The 3 people left will play pusoy dos and the winner will play for the finals. I was one of the 3 people left who got play pusoy dos but because of "katangahan" I got eliminated. Huhu. Unexpectedly, Magoo got a beginner's luck because he won in the eliminations and he had a chance to win again in the finals. Kim won the final game but I did not how how she won because I was too busy thinking about my problems so I forgot to watch it. Hehe

Wednesday. We had no classes because it's Bonifacio Day so it became  our preparation day for the kasciyahan.

Thursday was lecture day. Our lesson was about probability and I think it was quite easy because you only need to memorize the formulas on different conditions. Thorough analysis is also very important for you understand the lesson.

Friday was kasciyahan day so we had no classes on all subjects. Our IP group did not have fun at all even though the event was titled kasciyahan. What a such great irony. We didn't have fun because our device did not work that day which is a very important factor to the success of our exhibit. That exhibit was our periodical test and I hope we don't have a failing grade. In the afternoon was the rocket flying event. Our section last year got the 1st, 2nd and 3rd place so the pressure is very high is on us to continue and defend our title as the section having the best water rocket. The 1st and 2nd flight of our rocket was great and I think the farthest of all so I hope we win the 1st place.

P.S Sana maka-move na ako sayo.=)

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