Sunday, November 27, 2016

So Far Yet So Bad

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It  seems like as the end of the year gets nearer, our relationship with each other is becoming worse. Maybe our once upon a time story will not end with a happily ever after. I will definitely hate that kind of ending but at least it started with an all right scene.

This week had again been a tragedy for me. Many terrible things had happened. Low scores, failed quizzes, ruined relationships and I almost nearly lost you. That's just all because of carelessness and stupidity.

From Monday to Tuesday, we just discussed about distinct and circular permutations.

Then Wednesday, we had a very unexpected game. The game goes like this. First, Mam Nicole will pick a name from a box. Second, the person picked will draw a number from a pile of paper. Then, the number he/she picked will be the one that he will answer in 60 seconds. Each of us has 3 tries in the 1 minute time. First try is worth 10 points then 7 points and last is 3 points. If the answer is wrong you will get 1 point. In the 33 problems, there is one number that is a bonus. And guess what? The first name drawn was unexpectedly the person who got the bonus. Dana was really very lucky that day. Whoo! Cheers for her. I was the second person picked and my question was just easy but because of carelessness I got wrong it again for the nth time. My question is about the number of plate combinations in a given condition. The plate number must have 3 letters in the beginning with repetition allowed and 4 numbers in the end without repetition such that the first number is not zero. My process of solving the problem is correct but I thought there was only 3 numbers in the end so I got the wrong answer.

The next day, Thursday, which means quiz day. We had a 20 point quiz and it was just easy but I got a low score because there was this one item that has 5 sub- questions and I don't know what to do if I will multiply or add it. I decided to add it so I got it wrong again.

I'm now starting to hate myself because  almost all the things that I'm doing in math and in my life are all wrong.

Friday is always an activity day so we did an out of the world the game. Haha. Just kidding. We all went out to the basketball court to discuss the mechanics of the game. First, there is a sacrificial lamb who will tag others and the one tagged will help the sacrificial lamb tag the others will holding hands. Venice volunteered to be the sacrificial lamb and It was quite long time until she tagged the first person. I just wondered that what if I volunteered myself to be tagged by Venice. What if she agreed to tag me and allow me to hold her hand.

But I think that would be very unlikely and impossible to happen. Maybe it will just forever be a brilliant or an idiot idea to such a thing. It will always be a beautiful thought that never happened because I'm too coward to try. But what if she allowed me. Maybe it will forever be a regret of what if and I wish I tried.

The first game was quite boring but the second game was much more exciting because Mam Nicole said that last man standing will be exempted in the next quiz or the last 2 men standing will share the exemption. The second game tests us to until how far will we do for grades. That game revealed the true colors of everybody. It showed that we will do everything just for the sake of grades which is very sad and disappointing for us section one. Many are hurt because of the selfishness and greediness of most of us.

We did not do anything on Saturday because the English Club had a culminating activity.

P. S. To the person that meant the world to me. If you're reading this post I hope everything will be okay on Monday and may our relationship with each other be back and will be as happy as before because I'll be miserable at best without you.


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